Dec. 23, 2018, 6:09 p.m.

The holiday season is cold and lonely for me right now like I don't see anything special about it and even worse when christmas eve goes close as this is where all the holiday blues are so ended up being in idol hell where the holiday season has a different meaning which means more oshigotos and lives with a schedule like producer like idols. In my case been playing both Deresute and Mirishita for their respective events. It doesn't help that I listen to songs like Kokoro Moyou by New Generations after seeing Cinderella Girls anime that reminds me how mediocre my holiday season so far and sometimes makes me want to say "I've got nothing" like Uzuki. My schedule feels like I'm an idol as well despite my role is a producer in 2 [email protected] games and I guess I could spend christmas eve with my idols especially Anya who led me on this game for half a year already. I may not have her latest SSR but atleast I could make that art my phone's wallpaper. Oh well let the events continue. Source of the image: